Y Sunday, July 08, 2007Y
7/08/2007 10:45:00 PM
realise tat "LIFE" is getting mOre n mOre f*ck up for me....in regardless of whatever things lah.. jusT so fed up with everything and everyone..
including myself..
maybe due to my stubborn attitude....
which causes this to haPpen..=(
sOmetimes.. i really feel tat sOme oF my frens are so iRritating...
(i nv mean everyone lah.. just few of it..)
sOme of them are so childish...childish and childish!!!!
please lah.. it's time to grow up liao lah....
dUn act like a 16 yrs old kids lah!!!!
irritated!!!! aRghzzzzz.......
and.... why must i always be the 1 calling ppl out...???
and when i wanna call "those frens" out.... my "those frens" will give me lots of rubbish or even childish comment...
oHh gOodness...!!
in the first place... did they called me out????
they didn't... or maybe once in a blue mOon as well..
arGhzzz.... going crazy cause of my this few frens!!!!!!
and yah... when my frens need me...
i always be there for them... when they need ppl accompany..
i always wan to be beside my fren....
BUT.... when i'm sad... i going crazy...
where is my FRENS????
i even got to call them and ask them wanna go out..
they will tell me.. "working.. not free.. or you ask whoever to accompany u lah"
WTF...
this is wat a FRIEND call???
(pls dun be offended if u know u r not the 1..)
ok.. stop saying about some of my CHILDISH fren...
dUn ask me to say anything abt my relation..
this is the wOrst...
wHo can be the 1 wHo will make me happy forever??
who can make me feel tat he's the 1??
who can stop making me angry??
stop letting me to wait...
and can be more organise of the future??
can afford to take care of me forever??
until now........ i still can't find the answer... aRghZz!!!!
always tOt that he's the one...
but.. nOw....he's just getting further and further away from my *dream husband*
and dO u know wat i'm most not happy abt???
why i eat so little now adays..
i mean not purposely dUn wanna eat lah..
is dUn have any appetite to eat...
(sand say i look mOre n More like yanling.. i mean in the way we eat lah..)
bUt.. i still getting fatter and fatter..
and that bloody sandra koh!! eat so much loh...
she make me feel tat she's a GIANT.. keep on eat and eat and eat..
and she dun look like got gain any weight..
e.g from yesterday..
she came my house after she went for Sakura Buffet..
den we start drinking again.....
and midnight.. i still got to accompany her for supper at geylang..
(i swear i nv had anything for supper)
she really can eat sO much....!!!
oH yah...i wanna buy pregnancy kit for her le..
maybe there's really a baby in her stomach.. hahax..
anyway... there's lot of new furniture in IKEA...
and the best part is... SO MANY PINK COLOUR STUFF...
JEANNETTE SIM will LOVE IT....
the pink is so so sweet..
even computer table..
i wanna buy... i wanna buy so many pink stuff from ikea..
but i got so many things which i wanna buy..
how shld i plan my $$..
wat shld i buy first..??
and if i really wanna buy those stuff...
i can't go for holiday every 2 month le..
the most every half a yr or even 1 yr den i can go holiday leh..
(ah bu shld be very happy.. so i wun keep on taking leave le.. hahax)
ThinGs tO bUy..
1. Car (red plate) - every month pay less den $400 for everything..
2. Poodle...($1500 loh)
3. piNk cOlour fUrnitUre...
haiz.. dUn think le lah..
the mOre i think... the mOre heartpain....
You Hurt Me When You Left
You hurt me when you left me, all alone in pain
You hurt me when you broke your promises, again and again
It was always important to spend time with me
Now you treat me like you don’t want to even see me.
You hurt me when you stopped loving me.
Promising it will be till the end.
You hurt me in so many ways,
You don’t even want me, let alone as a friend
All I ever wanted was to make you happy
I try to understand when you left and never said goodbye
But now I am here crying and unhappy
Because you left me, and you never even told me why.
You have hurt me real bad, for what reason Ill never know?
But I will still think of you, even if you told me you had to go
But in time I will forget, all the hurt you put inside
And I will find someone, that’s not like you,
By breaking promises and telling lies.
