Y Wednesday, July 25, 2007Y
7/25/2007 11:59:00 PM
what is mY feeling right now??sucks!! yah... totally sucks...
i can't tell u all how i feel now..
coz.. onli some of u will understand the pain which i'm suffering right now..
yah.. it's really pain...
bcoz of the pain i'm suffering...
i make myself more suffering....
i been eating non stop today...
after dinner(i ate 2 bowl of rice during dinner).. i immediately eat chocolate cakes... and drangonfruits............
so.... i start to run toilet after tat.............
i dUnno why i make myself suffering..
but i'm hurt..... extremely hurt..
wat did ppl treat me as??
a idiot...? a fool???
or a little girl who is born yesterday??
i really treasure all my frens so much..
i dUn want them to get hurt..
dUn want them to suffer...
dun want them to be hungry when they no $$...
but... i also dun want them to hurt me this way...........
what should i do now..
continue to act like a idiot....
why am i crying so badly now....??
why my heart feel like bleeding right now??
suddenly... i really feel like going Guang Zhou to look for my bro...
i dun wanna stay here anymore..
no one treasure me at all.........
what's the point...??
continue staying here and suffer from all the pain...............
it's been so long since i cry so badly........
today..... i cry again..
bcoz of someone important to me.......
