Y Tuesday, October 23, 2007Y
10/23/2007 10:57:00 PM
there's sO much things in my heart..........bUt i dUnno hOw tO express oUt...
but there's one wOrd tO describe my feeling......
"lOnely"..........
i dUnno wHy....
teaRs jusT keep drOpping dOwn......
i dUnno hOw tO be a Understanding gf.....
i knOw he wish tO accOmpany me as well...
bUt he gOt to wOrk late everyday...........
he say "SORRY" is the only word he can say tO me....
but i realli wish "SORRY" can cover all my loneliness.....
he plan tO change a new jOb after getting his bOnus....
but... how am i gOing to wait fOr another 2 mOre mOnths?
i really scare i can't wait for another 2 mOre months and i already give up le...
i dUn wish tO give up.. cOz i really lOve him..
bUt... i hate to be lOnely!!!!!
Pz and kane...
thanks fOr accOmpaNy me jUst nOw.... =)
i told pz..... i'm nOt feeling gOod at all..
i hate this type of feeling...
and i feel extremely hurt when my fren dUn trUst me...
theY tOt tat i hv been bUsy dating!!!
bUT... am i?
can they feel hOw lOnely i am???
weekend is only the day i'm lOoking forward tO...
coz is the day i can finalli see him....
anyone can feel the pain in my heart....
有没有人了解我心里的痛！！
有没有人知道我有多寂寞吗？
whenever he can't accompany me...
i wish tat next day he will dO something sweet....
bUt... i keep on got to wait for the next next day...
and...... end up got to wait till weekend....
it's jUst a stupid rOUtines...........
i really duNno hOw to be a uNderstanding gf...
i feel so useless....... really really useless..............
*as usual.... he still wOrking now.... haiz*
