Y Sunday, February 10, 2008Y
2/10/2008 11:03:00 PM
HapPy new Year everyoNe..haiz. realli hate it..... tOmorrOw gOing back tO woRk le..
the "WAR" is cOming again.... damn shit...
hate all my never ending wOrk...
it's nOt like last time... everything went on sO smoothly...
wOrking in this cOmpany fOr 1yr + 8months..... this is the 1st time i'm sO sTress....
nOw... prOduction increase sOOooooooo much.....
and the lead time they give me is damn f*cking short....
everytime ... i jUst feel like crying...
i feel tat i can't handle all this work anymOre....
den i keep asking myself..... is it tOo much wOrk for me le? or am i tOo useless le..?
i dUn dare tO tell anyoNe... cOz i scare that they will say it's bcOz of my "PERSONAL STUFFS" which make me lose all my mOod!!!
but i kNow it's nOt... cOz i never even bOther abt anything happen at hOme anymOre...
i remember last tuesdae... when everyone happily went fOr lunch(except me)...
i'm alOne in the office.. eat + wOrk at the same time...
den... i called hubby and i start to cry........ i told him i very stress.... stress till a limit....
a limit tat i feel like gOing crazy sOon.....
haiz... tOmorrow gOing back tO work le..
hOpe tat i can finish my wOrk...(which i knOw is impossible)
and.... i hOpe tat i can be the old ME(which my ah bu say she wanna see cOz i becOme mOre & mOre like sOmeone....but i realli dUn feel sO....)
whatever lah...
i'm nOt happy at all... ARGHZZZZ!!!!
anyway.....
this is the pedicure i did at JB...
and... did u all win $$$$....
haiz.. i lOse....
and i damn angry tOday...
i ask hubby's mummy help me buy 4D for yest & tOday..
i bOught 2622(coz hubby+my bro still 26yrs old & i'm still 22)
and tOday open 2226.... wakaoz.. if not i win 1K leh... DAMN IT..
why i nv buy my age first..... ANGRY..
so i keep scolding hubby just nOw.... ARGHZZz!!
BAD MOOD TODAY......
